Sunday 30 March 2014

March '14

MARCH'14

Since I enter the year 2014,
I truly feel that GOD is working hard on me.
No matter what happens around me,
I knew that GOD is talking to me.

 JANUARY - being hurt
FEBRUARY - unable to accept failure
MARCH - a scene of traumatic come in to my life
No one can control your life
Appreciate all the precious moment.
LIFE IS SHORT & BEAUTIFUL.

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A voice, a light, a body, patches of blood...
Wheel rolling, cardiac monitoring, resuscitation...
Silent . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

4 of us...
Went into Post Traumatic Stress Disorder...
Unable to sleep
Suffering from the scene
Struggling to perform well in the next 2 days...

As a leader of management,
Trying hard to pretend strong,
Pretending nothing happen,
Act cool and steady,
Continue leading...

Somehow it's hard to overcome if there's no one understand you,
support you, assist you...
No one will know how big will the impact be...
But GOD is with me !

I choose to handle with no tears.
I choose to tell.
I choose to accept the treatment.
I choose to be who am i.
I face it with GOD's words...

[ GOD only put us through as much as we can handle,
So the people who struggle the most,
Have been chosen by GOD to be the strongest ones. ]

4 of us had been chosen by GOD to struggle through this moment. No matter how tough will the process be, 
Girls : Stay strong, be with GOD, GOD will lead us through this moment. That's our faith to be a NURSE, a process to be a SUCCESSFUL nurse in world, it's GOD message to us.
Family, friends, tutors are supporting us !!! The most important is overcome the mental stress !!!

Since 2014, failure and challenges that I face shaped me to be tougher, to appreciate, to see the world positively, to smile, to love and to be focus. Thanks GOD for making me to be more clear in my pathway, my future... I know what I need now... AMEN !

Don't jealous how's other life is, coz you donno what they went through.
Start creating your own life,
Stay focus and strong,
The way of success is not easy.
May GOD bless everyone of us !


SMILE in fear
Be SHINE star in dark
Thx GOD for coming into my life
=)