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Well, look back to my blog just like flashing back to my life. From secondary school scouting buddies to college besties and now working colleagues. Many peoples had came into my life, some just a short moment and some are up to years friendship.

No matter hows the duration is, I do appreciate every moment with you all. Joy, tears, happiness we went through together will be my memory forever. God bless everyone =)
Ermmm ... ...
Recently I'm trying hard to be tough and strong, but just that my tears fall down easily. Wondering can I cut off my lacrimal gland xD  (I'm too emotional) hahaha !!! 

And now I'm officially 21st yrs old and is time to fight for career and most important ENJOY LIFE !!! Planning to go oversea next year, wondering who will accompany me (coz i still single, and my prince not appear yet )>o<  

Actually I wishing that someone that I didn't chat for quite long will contact me, just hope the friendship won't break so easy... ...

Let God be my guidance in life and I believe God had arrange the best for me =D

NEW STAGE IN LIFE

Working life wasn't as easy as i thought.
One month passed, is like riding on roller coaster that  won't stop and break.
Facing the new environment and peoples around me is like a baby learn to crawl then fall for thousand times just to get to destination.

Is hard to read people mind and I have no place to talk to, to share to. A nurse life is not easy to be understand. The only way to express my feeling is just talk to God and wet my pillow every night. I know that I need to be strong to face the problem, to be independent to handle own challenge. But the reality really hits me down.

In one point of life, I feel like giving up on hope, I can't find the spirit to move on and my life seems to be mess up. That's a process of life, i think. God is working on me, for purpose.

To face it, I tell myself that to learn survival skills to be hardworking in order to success. Sometimes I just wish that there's someone who willing to listen to me and tell me that he understand. No matter he understand or not.

Life is colorful but there's still black, white & grey

OnE mOre Step

A day out to Red Box and have a break with my collegues after Nursing Board Exam...

All the songs we sang reminded me about something again...

What I can say is that every stage in life, we'll go through different events...

From stranger to friends then buddy...
But,
will the relationship last long...

It depends on how each others look and treat on it...

PEOPLE AROUND US COME AND GO

BUT MEMORIES STAY

The song below just express how it feel on it...

為什麼只和你能聊一整夜　為什麼才道別就又想見面
在朋友裡面　就屬你最特別　總讓我覺得很親很貼
為什麼你在意誰陪我逛街　為什麼你擔心誰對我放電
你說你對我　比別人多一些　卻又不說是多哪一些
友達以上　戀人未滿　甜蜜心煩　愉悅混亂
我們以後　會變怎樣　我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一點點　就讓你牽手　再勇敢一點點　我就跟你走
你還等什麼　時間已經不多　再下去　只好只做朋友
再向前一點點　我就會點頭　再衝動一點點　我就不閃躲
不過三個字　別猶豫這麼久　只要你說出口　你就能擁有我
為什麼你寂寞只想要我陪　為什麼我難過只肯讓你安慰
我們心裡面　明明都有感覺　為什麼不敢面對

我不相信　都動了感情卻到不了
愛情　那麼貼心卻進不了　心底　你能不能快一點決定
對我說我愛你

March '14

MARCH'14

Since I enter the year 2014,

I truly feel that GOD is working hard on me.

No matter what happens around me,

I knew that GOD is talking to me.

 JANUARY - being hurt

FEBRUARY - unable to accept failure

MARCH - a scene of traumatic come in to my life

No one can control your life
Appreciate all the precious moment.
LIFE IS SHORT & BEAUTIFUL.

25.3.14 031525.3.14 0315am

A voice, a light, a body, patches of blood...

Wheel rolling, cardiac monitoring, resuscitation...

Silent . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

4 of us...

Went into Post Traumatic Stress Disorder...

Unable to sleep

Suffering from the scene

Struggling to perform well in the next 2 days...

As a leader of management,

Trying hard to pretend strong,

Pretending nothing happen,

Act cool and steady,

Continue leading...

Somehow it's hard to overcome if there's no one understand you,

support you, assist you...

No one will know how big will the impact be...

But GOD is with me !

I choose to handle with no tears.

I choose to tell.

I choose to accept the treatment.

I choose to be who am i.

I face it with GOD's words...

[ GOD only put us through as much as we can handle,

So the people who struggle the most,

Have been chosen by GOD to be the strongest ones. ]

4 of us had been chosen by GOD to struggle through this moment. No matter how tough will the process be, 

Girls : Stay strong, be with GOD, GOD will lead us through this moment. That's our faith to be a NURSE, a process to be a SUCCESSFUL nurse in world, it's GOD message to us.

Family, friends, tutors are supporting us !!! The most important is overcome the mental stress !!!

Since 2014, failure and challenges that I face shaped me to be tougher, to appreciate, to see the world positively, to smile, to love and to be focus. Thanks GOD for making me to be more clear in my pathway, my future... I know what I need now... AMEN !

Don't jealous how's other life is, coz you donno what they went through.

Start creating your own life,

Stay focus and strong,

The way of success is not easy.
May GOD bless everyone of us !

SMILE in fear
Be SHINE star in dark
Thx GOD for coming into my life
=)

 

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Sometimes, I wish that Doraemon is really exist ,

help to me control the time.

Freeze the HAPPY moment

Skip the SAD moment

Stop the ANGER moment

Play the MEMORABLE moment

My happiest moments :

• Every moment with family
• Enjoy photography moment
• Lying on bed and dream
• Laugh and shout with friends
• Outing with scouting buddies
• Jogging & other exercise
• Enjoy nice foods & coffee
• Traveling around
• Look at the view of sky & sea
• Be with someone that i lOve

QUOTE OF THE DAY : : :

Smile every chance you get.  Not because life has been easy, perfect, or exactly as you had anticipated, but because you choose to be happy and grateful for all the good things you do have and all the problems you know you don’t have.

I smile coz
DORAEMON is cutE

One of the greatest freedoms is truly not caring what everyone else thinks of you.
Be who u want to be.

thE wordS

Sometimes people are too afraid to tell the true words to the one they care,
not because of not serious,
is because they afraid that the one they care don't really care about what they think.
So, in other way they will use WORDS to tell what they wish to tell of :::

1. How are you recently ? = I miss you <3
2. What are u doing ? = I wish i was with u
3. Are u single ? = I wish to be ur GF/BF
4. You free now ? = Can u accompany me  ?
5. Pls leave me alone = I just want u to be my side
6. I can't sleep at night = Can u chat with me ?
7. I'm hungry = Can we have a date out for dinner ?
8. I don't want disturb u la = Can u spend more time with me ?
9. You're stupid =  How u gonna survive without me <3
10. You reach home ? = I just wanna ensure you're safe <3 

But don't let them wait too long...
When the day they didn't reply ur text means,
they FINALLY GIVEN UP on you...

 In our life,

we will meet 30 thousands peoples,

two people in love is only 0.000049 %

U don't love me,

never mind,
there will still someone who loves me...

Just stay calm and choose the right person.
Choose the one who care about u,
not the one hurt u most.

u pushed me away,
i'll do the same thing too.

he just took a longer way to reach your side.

Quote of thE dAy from me : : :

I just wanna be in a relationship that won't broke up !!!

我只想谈一场不分手的恋爱 !!!

Assunta Night 2014

On 26th January 2014
We had attend our Hospital annual dinner 2013
As a third year student nurse
We gather together enjoy our night
WELL !!!
Thx all my besties for everything
I will put u all in my heArt forever

make up before OFF to party

my BFF
they always make me look more famine =D

all of us
LOVE G.73

all in dreSS
prEtty ???

off WE go

we CHANGED
re-diagnose as FEMALE xD

ALL my modEls
loVe u all

assunta night 2011

assunta night 2012

assunta night 2013

All the time we went through are the most PRECIOUS memory that I will keep forever <3
#piggyphotography

I AM STRONG

One week gone...
Seriously I am proud that I'm now fully recovered and charged.
Ready myself to face House Final exam (last semester).
Just focus in my studies and grab my own future.
Not spending much time in FB now,
more in instagram and twitter where I feel comfortable with.

I am strong to face the past
I am strong to fight the future
I am strong to hold my tears
I am strong to do anything I want now,
Nothing to fear of !!!

Thanks for the hurt that let me become a better person,
I still be who am I,
just the way I think of u will be different.
I hope u guys will be more mature too,
PHOTOs that I took is with heart, nothing fun to play on.
I appreciate every moment of photography,
just some respect,
I will be happy on it.

Well,
after the incidence. . .
I realise nothing to be angry on,
maybe I'm too concern in the things that cause the anger cover my mind up.
THaNKS for my buddies who be my side and give me courage !!!
lovE u all.

Yesterday,
My colleagues told me :::
Don't worry if u are single now, GOD had choose the best one for u. =)
Just wait for the right moment and you'll meet the right person...

I lovE myself
&
treat myself GOOD =D

Not to rush,
be patience and wait,
ALL WILL BE JUST FINE

A letter to him :::

 Well...everything seems to be mess up since 2014, and I know that GOD is helping me to be a better person. Since 2006 I meet u and I had a crush on u which I donno why. In between we enjoy going through all the messages, chat and all sorts of activities. And I deeply remember what had happen on u and me. I was chickened to tell u at first, but after I told u how I feel, I seems to be fool that believe u that to wait u...
That's the ridiculous part started, a promise I take it serious and u playing fun with it. Till 2011 I tell myself to just forget about those stupid feeling on you but I failed to do so every time.  Whenever I wanna forget u, u will just appear in front of me and treat me in the way I misunderstand what u thought.
So, I didn't even once open my self to others because of u and now I realize that how stupid am I because I believe u. All those up and down feeling wasn't good at all, some how I admit that I enjoy the process.
Just to let u know that I'm now officially letting u go, and the game between u and me ended. Maybe I had faced lots of death and life events in hospital that makes me serious in everything. I knew that if this thing happen in my older days I wont take it serious and just be fun with it. But now I'm going into another stage of life and u still remain the same which become the trigger factor of this unhappy event happen.
I admit that when I saw the pic I feel sweet that I didn't even thought of there is someone who so concern on it, and the person is u.(there's a story behind each photo i took) But I knew that was a dream, so I choose to ignore it and stay at the sweet moment. Somehow I awake and I still believe that u might be true. But the whole story just tell me that how playful u is in handling love. GOD waked me up and tell me that is time to change.
Now I choose to be only friend with u, I still have my lovely family and friends who wont hurt me just like u. I appreciate every moment spend with u but it will be no ending if we continue this relationship and the end I hurt myself.
I don't mind if u read this, but I just hope u aware of ur own problem. I am a human who with deep and true feeling, I just a normal girl. I can't afford to continue the fooling game with u anymore. What I need is someone who will protect me, and I know that's not u. GOD had chosen the best for me and i'll just wait.
I donno when will be our next meet, but I believe I had totally delete u from my heart. Thanks for letting me awake of 8 yrs time I had wasted my time and heart on you. Nothing to be sad but to be happy.
I will now totally concentrate in my studies and grab a better future rather than wasting time concern on what u doing. We are not couple but our relationship is more than best friends...
There's a question I wish to ask u, do u even once telling me with ur true heart that u really love me ??? ... ... The answer just kept as unknown in my mind.
I'm sure u know I'm telling all this to u, just the same that u might think I'm stupid right? Ya, I'm stupid because believe u, trust u and love u...
 
: : : THE GAME BETWEEN U & ME ENDED WITH THE PIC U CREATED...2014

他？？？

好久没用华语写Blog了

想了很久该如何去写最近的感觉.

最近，

我身边的朋友都在问我，

为何我还是单身呢？

是没人追？

是在等他？

是不敢接受？

还是要求太高？

我只有笑着，没回答.

每个人都会有一段无法忘记的感情故事吧！

而我的呢。。。

真的不知该如何形容.

但这一切都是过去，

重要的是我未来的他是我的真爱，

未来的他只爱我一个。

我是个平凡的女生，

一个爱发白日梦的女生，

一个爱摄影的女生，

一个会轻易相信人的女生，

一个慢热的女生，

一个爱哭的女生，

一个爱户外活动的女生，

一个会为他付出一切的女生，

一个胆小的女生，

一个爱旅游的女生，

一个爱日落的女生，

 一个，

相信等待就会有真爱的女生。

还想知道我的故事吗？

一个傻傻相信他的我， 

一个不懂为何会爱上他的傻女生。

 我的故事：：：

对他的一切都是习惯吧！
我还是会去关注他，
在乎他的一切。

其实我还在等待着你对我说：：：做我的女友好吗，我是认真的。
我知道这是不可能发生的，但我还期待着会有那么一天。

只想和对的人完成这拼图。
那个人在那里？

“他”，
你别让我再等了，好吗？
我害怕我会放弃你，
害怕有一个比你爱我的他出现保护我，
接近7年的等待，
我累了。。。

我想了很久也许我们一辈子都处于“朋友以上”的关系吧！ 

 朋友以上：：：

 沒有喜歡，又怎會成為一對朋友；
只是，那一份喜歡，
始終是淡然的、溫暖的，
不需要太著緊或在乎，
也不會時常患得患失、朝思暮想，
即使好久不見，也可友好如昔，
而不會因為太久不見了，反而變得疏離，
不會因為太掛念，而會覺得寂寞，
不會因為太在乎，而感到壓力，
不會因為太喜歡，而變得不再友好 ......

我珍惜、著緊、在乎你，
就只望，
可以友誼萬歲到盡頭 ......

就保持着关系吧！
谁也不会受伤，
谁也不能没了谁。

 

天秤座的我，

 矛盾的我，

还好有你Teddy在我身边，

陪着我等待爱我的他出现。

 =)