jOuRnEy

Everyday walkinG the same road , the same way to hospital to work and learn to be a student nurse iS my learninG journeY...

Looking at the "hill" that i climbed everyday , it is actually a gooD traininG for mE...

No matter stromy rain / hyper hot weather or even just as normal I'll still continue to face all the problems that i meet and must learn from it...

Most of the peoples will ask mE, will you feel streSS as need to work, need to study, need to rush assignment,need to take exam and even will get scold anytime...

For mE, i had use to the lifE now...
If you ask mE DO i enjoy mY lifE now ? 
 mY ANSWER WILL BE [yes]  =)

Whatever i do i'll DO MY BEST...
Whatever i HAD i'll appreciate...
Whatever i LOST i'll just let it go...

cOmPlEte

mY mood today is really beinG tuRn UP & DOWN !!!
Within 12 hours i can have almost 3 episodes of UNHAPPY and also 3 episodes of HAPPY moment...
I really donno what had actually happen to mE...

AM  - went to work and get to do procedure and learn something new (HAPPY)
    -being scold by XXX as i do some mistake which i agree i had did it wrongly (DEPRESS)
NOON -get to do another procedure (HAPPY)
     -went to TC events to collect donation for U.S victims at pasar malAm although is raining, but enjoy it so much !!! (HAPPY)
PM   -back to hostel and being ASK some question that i hate so much (ANGRY)
     -assignments that need to be done together with frendZ make me feel dissapointed. (ANGRY)

I try to balance myself buT i think i fail to do so...

I really nEEd to take a good rest and just slEEp with musicS...

tomorrow is my off day but my timE is all being occupied by workS...

thIs is the truth world i gueSS !!!

i had to face all these stuff and over come all this  !!!

ThAk yOu all who had make me feel angry today as it help mE to become a better person...

Maybe i always wish to do my job perfectly BUT i just want my things to be fully complete and not just half work things...

I'm so soRRy if i made u all angry , i really cant take any responsibilities by not putting effort in it !!! Which show u not respect the mission at all !!!

I JUST WANT MY WORKS IS FULLY COMPLETE AND EFFORT IS GIVEN TO FULLY SUCESS IT

mUsiC

In thE middle of thE night,

i closE my eyes and just try to listeN to the  natural musIC around mE...

ThE naturE of the winD and eveN mY heaRT beat sound remind mE that how important is a humaN liFe...

In daily busY lifE ,

wE tendS to forget whY arE herE ...

iS just for fun ???

iS just for working ???

OR just to earn moNeY ???

wHen you faCe problem...

TRY to takE a breAk and flash back your own memory and drEams that yOu HAD made and finD back the reAson for u being here to livE !!!

What ever thinGs that had happen, it always had its reAson behinD it...

alwAys remember to ask yourself [WHY]

< DO EVERYTHING WITH HEART AND KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING > 

mInD + PoSitive

In our life there're lots of factors that will affect our mInd.

When we meet the problem we might try to escape OR face the problem EVEN ignore it.

What response we choose is all depends on our own analysis, {TO DO or NOT} is fully controlled in our hands, not others ppls.

SO, once us choose the way to GO on please not to blame others, SmIlE =) and do it with positive thinking and actiOn !!!

DO all the things with ur heart and it will be just finE.

Even sometimes we may fail to achieve our goAl , but at least you had DO ur beSt to prove that u had not give up and learn from the mistakeS...

SmIlE

很多时候在忙碌的生活中，

chOOse a correcT diRectIon =)

难免会忘记了自己是在为生活而工作，
还是因为工作而生活。

只为了完成所定下的任务而忘了为什么需要去做，
只顾把工作完成，
而忽略了享受那个过程，
盲目地跟随他人的指挥。

偶尔的停顿，
可以让自己好好地回想一下那些年曾经所定下的目标，
不要让忙碌的生活取代了你的梦想。

CPR

TodAY learn how to do chest compreSsion in ICU

FIRST thing that come to mY mind when first heard CPR is just like pressing on a human chest only...

BUT

it is actually different.

WHEN do CPR lots of technique need to know and maintain,

as we see, we thought CPR must be fast

BUT 

is should be maintain at 100 compression/min.

PEOPLE SAY practice makes perfeCT

i know i can dO it when i practice more

and do it with fUll confident.

TODAY is really tired for the learning and practice,

but can gaIn lots of knowledge is the maIn point.

=)

I'LL TRY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ICU  

bAcK tO noRmaL

THaNks muMMy oh !!!

Ermm ... AFTER holiday need to back to normal STN life lo ...

My breakfast before i start to work is muMMy lovely cooked fOOd.

Haizzz

nEEd to back to ICU to work ,

for mE i not really like to work there .

THE reason is : unknown

Although my holiday just finish but i just hope my next holiday can come ASAP =)

IpOh HoLiDaYsss =D

9/11/12 @ 1900

 On the day reach IpOH !!! 
Just get down from traIn, went home and had my MUM lovely cooked diNNer...=)

10/11/12 handsomE boY

On the second day , after dinner had a walK with my lovely pet [LULU]...

On the thirD day of IpOh , went to had breakfast then went to haPPy shoPPing at [AEON - IPOH PARADE - JUSCO]
On that night we had SUSHI KING as dinner..=P

yuMMy LAksa =)

Then come to SUNDaY , we had laksa...rojak...sotong kangkung as lunch, dinner and also suPPer...=P








THE DAY BEFORE BACK TO PJ :::
Had high tea with my secondary ScOuT frendZZZ @ 1500 !!!
After that had a short rouNd at OlD ToWn IpOh ...
bought kAyA puff , cartoon bun , dumpling , and much much others biscuitssss... =P  =P  =P





Ermmmmmmmmmm......gonna back to the hell lol !!!
Really had nice short holidaySSS in ipoh , eat-play-shoPPing !!!
thAnks a lot to my dearest daddy and mummy for spendinG time and effort with mE... ><

muMMy nice food with bak-ku-teh

FiNaLlY come to an END

3/11/12 AM-my sister CONVO

3/11/12 PM-CON night

Too tired to update blog recently, but now is better as my assignments and journal had finish half of it...
FLASH BACK ON THE DAY 3/11/12 (busy dayS)
In the morning i wear dress and a shoes with "heel" to attend my sisiter's convo at serdang...
After the convo i need to rush back to PJ to attend my college NigHt...
In the evening i wear man look for performance and the rest of the events...
JUST TO SAY i looks like an actor more than a studentnurse...=P  

wILL continue update BLOG soon . . .