sHY kiD

Officially to introduce to you all mY deAr hubbY <3

hiS nAme : Shy Kid
D.O.B : 24TH MARCH 2013
Time : 1200 noon

RELATIONSHIP :
Mother : Baby Lim
Father : Kim
Grandmom : Angelina
Grandpa : UnknowN
Sister : Bibi
Brother : DoraemoN

A new piece of puZZle came iN to mY lifE =)
Welcome yOu mY dear huBBy =D

tOdAy ='( & =)

I feel mOOdy right now ...
I feel helpless right now ...
I feel like i'm stupId right now ...
I feel like cying out without any cAre right now ...

ALL THIS IS BECAUSE TODAY ... ...
Today a hyper bad news received without prediction...
Today a missunderstand I had happen within mE & mY frendZ...
Today a brand new crack occur within mE & my frendZ...
Today suppose be A HAPPY DAY for mE, but it change in sudden early in the morning...
Today mY tears ran out from my eyes, although i tried hard to control it...
Today i feel like want to be BLIND & DEAF so that i can ignore everythings around mE...
Today I tried hard to reverse all thE things BUT I FAIL to do ssoo...
Today i feel like i'm lost in the jungle, lost in the wOrld that i hAte...
ALL THE THINGS HAPPEN TODAY KEEP ON REPEATINg IN MY MIND WITHOUT CONTROL...I TRIED TO DIVERT MY MIND FROM IT...BUT IT FAILED TO DO SO ! ! !

All about today make mE feel like [WHY GOD TREAT ME IN THIS WAY ???]

THEN one of mY frendZ told mE thAt following GOD is not eAsy, become GOD follower is a hard journey... ...
GOD will always give you challenges so that you learn to overcome it...
GOD want you to learn from mistake so that you'll become a better person...
GOD want you learn to be independent, but GOD won't left you alone...
GOD won't let you get rewards for free, GOD want you to get what you had GAVE...
GOD WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR SIDE,
GOD IS ALWAYS GOOD,
GOD WILL ALWAYS TREAT YOU LIKE SON & DAUGHTER...=)

Flash at first how I know about GOD...
I feel it with mY heArt and teArs... ...
GOD gave me a chance to know more, a chance to learn, a chance to believe... ...
On the way to know more about GOD , i'm glad that there're friends beside mE and answer mY question...
When i feel lonelY i know GOD just beside mE and i will talk with GOD & shAre mY feeling...
Every night before go to bEd i will pray to GOD... ...

And now i feel like WHY GOD always give mE problem which i not sure whether i able to slovE it or not...
I understand that learning from challenge,mistake will make mE more mature and grown up...
Somehow i'll still be tired for such life...
It seems like mY life have not easy before and i always facing trouble...
ALL THESE thingS now i appreciate and accept it... ... ...
AND I promise to GOD i will be a brAve girl as GOD will help mE go through all the bad, and turn it into good...=)

What i can do now is not tO suspect the power of GOD, trust GOD and pray hard that all will be fine as prove by timE...

Work hard & face with positive mind & cheer uP !!!

mY JOURNEY

gOOd OR bAd changes ???

 Life is like a long journey...

That is why each day become a precious memory...

And i choose to keep it by PHOTOs & in mY pieces of puZZles...=D

mY JOURNEY

1.  born @ 11th Oct 1993 (LIBRA girl)

2.  learn to crawl,walk,jump

3.  everyday smilE > lAugh > crY > shOut > etc

4.  play around with kindergardens frendz

5.  performance for graduation night (5&6 years old)

6.  go to pRimary school alone =)

7.  go fOr english & drawing lessons

8.  UPSR 6As

9.  get chicken pox @ pre-UPSR =(

10.  secondary school

11.  full timE in scouting

12.  stOp english & drawing lesson

13.  firST time fall in love with someone (fOrm 1)

14.  stArt tuition for most subjects

15.  went to others schools for scoutinG events

16.  likE to bE leAder =)

17.  lOve to sms & chit-chat with the guY i lOve

18.  Everyday must go and lOOk him in clAss

19.  onE year drOp one class >o<

20.  PMR 0As

21.  24hours in scoutinG

22.  study in accOunt class

23.  stART organizinG all kinds of activities

24.  still use to lOOk for hiM (form 4)

25.  crAzy with classmates

26.  pOnteng class for first and only once (scouT cAmp)

27.  kinG scOut exam

28.  worry about SPM

29.  TUITION everyday (account onlY)

30.  mY FIRST LOVE came in to mY lifE 

31.  soRRy to mY first lOve as mY heart is fully occupied by HIM

32.  concentrate in SPM

33.  breAk up with mY first love =(

34.  get mY license  P

35.  National service time

36.  SPM 1As

37.  interview for sponsorships

38.  wEnt into ASSUNTA college of nursing (LEAVING ipoH)

39.  learn to survive with only giRLS

40.  first time work as nurse

41.  from an accOunt student change into sciencE student =.=

42.   MISSING HOME EVERYDAY

43.  busy of being a TTCL CON student

44.  gEt 3.9 for mY sem 2 ^^

45.  beinG proud of I'M a nurse

46.  streSS everyday

47.  Exam every month

48.  everyday survive with journal & exam & procedures & assignment 

49.  enjOy with groupmates

50.  cry, laugh, shout when stress

51.  enjOy japanese, koren, taiwan FOODS every place

52.  AIM to buy DSLR

53.  LOVE TO talk with patients

54.  listeninG stories from patients

55.  stiLL concern abouT HIM

56.  enjoy with scouting gang when back to ipoH

57.  receive heAvy responsibilities in club

58.  start organizing

59.  bAD news from HIM

60.  chOOse not to believe in HIM

61.  FINALLY decided to forget all about HIM

62.  GIVE UP 7 & HALF YEARS OF FEELING on HIM =)

63.  HAPPILY enjoy mY lifE without cARE about HIM =P

64.  went to chruch with frendZ and get blesseD

65.  keeP my hAir lonG

66.  Waiting For mY PRINCE to LOVE mE

67.  goING to travel sOOn =)

68.  enjoY taking photos with roomate <3

69.  saving money fOr DSLR

70.  FULLY ANNOUNCE THAT I AM NOW FREE FROM LOVe <3

DREAM about mY future prinCe <3

22nd March 2013

... ... ...

CLOSE up mY eyes,

lie on mY bed full with toyS,

huG them tightly

I can feel they are alive and protectING mE... 

gOOd nighT !!!

wisH there is someone who can lend mE hiS shoulder fOr mE 4ever...
=) =D =P

lOvE sinGle lifE

I AM NOW FULLY SINGLE AND AVAILABLE...=)

I not fall in love with anyone...

I don't think that there is someone fall in love with mE too...

I'm waiting for mY dearest MR.RIGHT !!!

All the past memory had been DELETED !!!

There's no more feeling of mine on you !!!

I SWEAR I HAD FULLY GIVE UP ON YOU !!!

but we still can be friendz like brother & sister... =D

I won't feel sad on it...

COZ i know GOD will arrange it for mE...= )))

GOD will always be my side !!!

attEntion !!!

Finally my babieS are borN !!!
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Recently i am busy of organizing activities, planning and etc...
Sometimes i feel like you were just beside mE, support mE and cheer mE up...
I just want your attention...
I know that your heart not belongs to mE...
But i still also keep you in mY heart...
It had been "X" years since long time ago...
Memories that stay deep in mY heart will not lost...=D

jUST wish to maintain our relationship right now between friendZ and couplE !!!
We'll never know will wE be each of our MR. / MRS. right...=)

That's mE >>> LiBrA girL =) 4

天秤是屬於脆弱的一族，但是秤子卻不會讓別人看到自己的脆弱，甚至最好的朋友。心裡有什麼憋悶，不喜歡找好朋友傾訴，有時候寧願拉著一個陌生人傾訴。因為陌生人聽完就不會再記得那是誰的故事。秤子會一直撐起屬於他的所謂堅強的殼子。

天秤不太獨立，喜歡依賴讓自己感到安心的人，比如親人，朋友。非常樂意和自己在乎的人分享彼此的心事，在其中尋找一種心靈上的平衡。對外表看重，對轟轟烈 烈愛情的羨慕，這些只不過是秤子維持一種表面平衡的假面具，其實天秤心底渴望平淡的細水長流，得到大多數人祝福就很好。

親愛的其實你很乖，懂得放肆之後適可而止。你不愚笨，有些事也可以做的很漂亮。怯懦不是你的錯，只是外界太強勢。別把討厭自己掛嘴邊，要知道你是獨一無二 的。你喜歡了愛了，就不許後悔，別責怪自己的愚昧，你只是太想被愛。親愛的秤子記得：你不壞，你不賴，你不差，你挺棒。

  

天秤不在乎的話，無論你說什麼，依然什麼都不是；天秤不在乎的話，無聊透頂也不會想和你廢話半句。天秤在乎的話，可以在很累的情況下陪你到很晚，即使第二 天還要工作；天秤在乎的話，可以聽你說一切瑣碎事，毫無興趣的事；天秤在乎的話，可以為你改變所有，迷失自己也在所不惜。

天秤很懶，非常懶，常常就是不會輕易放棄生活中任何可以偷懶的機會。可是對著愛的人，秤子卻從來不會偷懶。只要你能接受孩子氣的他，能接受神經質的他，能 接受不溫柔體貼的他，能接受患得患失，害怕沒有安全感的他，那麼秤子一樣能夠接受不完美的你，能夠做到愛你，絕不偷懶，從不偷懶。

當天秤為你流淚的時候，是深愛著你；如果有一天，天秤不再為你流淚了，那是心傷了，也慢慢學會了放棄；後來，連心痛也失去了知覺。沒有放不下的東西，傷心 了自然會放下，你若不惜，天秤亦不愛，等到某月某日，變成陌生人，那時天秤會對你說：祝你幸福！你帶著這句話，離開吧。


 

天秤座對於很多東西明明是發自內心的渴望，但是卻從來不會去強求，天秤座對於有些東西真的是發自內心地厭惡，但是也從來不去抗拒它的存在。秤子就是這樣，很多時候，看似不反對，但是絕不支持，有些事情看似不在乎，但卻是口是心非。

天秤明明在深愛，卻表達不完美；明知要放棄，卻不甘心就此離開；明知無前路，心卻早已收不回來；明知要等待，卻傻傻獨自寂寞；明明不聯繫，卻會拚命的想起對方！有時候，天秤表面看起來，可以很開朗很活潑，其實內心卻在偷偷流淚，你永遠不會知道；所以請好好珍惜。

天秤座想要有個人可以和自己一起吃飯，只要開開心心的，路邊攤一樣可以吃的很滿足。然後手牽手，快快樂樂的一起去壓馬路....，秤子要的，有個人始終在身邊，看自己寫的每一篇日記，心情都感慨萬分，都轉發，回應著天秤的感受，讓整個世界都知道你們很幸福很幸福。

其實一個人的時候真的很自由，無拘無束，隨心所欲。只是一個人久了，都不知道自己到底要的是什麼了，不是沒有人追，也不是不想愛。只是不習慣去過兩個人的生活，或許還是因為沒有遇到那個可以讓天秤能夠心動的人。也許，天秤的固執，注定了要單身很久很久。

猶豫的個性，使天秤總是在前後左右的十字路口徘徊，如果得不到別人的建議，就像是永遠也下不了決定一般。對於天秤來說，事情放在心裡就等於是折磨，一天比一天磨得難受，即使這是個秘密，親密的朋友看到秤子一臉憂鬱的樣子，如果在帶著關心的追問下，天秤也會說出來。

天秤座容易耳根軟，容易有愧疚感。被普通的朋友多誇幾句後，便會覺得不好意思、愧疚，如果不是什麼大事往往會答應要求。但是面對熟悉的朋友會任性，如果不 喜歡去做，即使是小事一件，雖然仍心存愧疚，也能輕易地說不。如果天秤對你說不，你應該高興，因為你是秤子的知心好友。

可不可以不要欺騙天秤？天秤很容易相信別人，特別是在乎的人，如果你不能保證你能給天秤實在的，請不要輕易對天秤許下承諾，不要在答應要買糖給天秤吃之後卻一直都沒動作，天秤雖然表面不會說什麼，但其實心裡會很受傷，秤子只是不想說出來讓你愧疚罷了.

在這世上，我認識了你，愛上了你。愛不能三心二意，也不能猶猶豫豫，直接而果斷，一心一意堅持到底，這就是天秤對愛的詮釋。對愛，天秤從不開玩笑，如果不 愛，請走開；如果愛，請認真。也許專制了點，也許霸道了些，但愛沒有虛假，百分百付出，只要一顆真誠的心就能回報所有。

屬於天秤座的幸福「美與和諧」：天秤座有很高的審美觀，而且對愛非常的敏感，是個理想與現實的矛盾體。天秤說好的幸福毫無疑問就是追求美與和諧，因為有顆 藝術美的稚子之心，並且也一直在尋找更多的美好，秤子把美與幸福看做是一樣的意義，美滿和諧的生活就是他們嚮往的幸福。

最能傷害天秤的，不是愛情，不是親情，而是那叫做友情的東西。秤子把友情看得很重很重，如果秤子被自己視為最親密的朋友傷害了，想得到秤子的原諒很容易，但想再次得到秤子的信任就是難於上青天了。所以，真心喜歡、關心天秤的人，傷什麼都不要傷害秤子那純潔的心！

天秤很單純，但不是講天秤沒有智慧，而是，天秤一般很少主動有自己的慾望，憑藉閱歷，智慧，以及第六感就能看透一個人的本性。但是，當天秤在遇到沒有見過的情況下，往往天真的把一切想的過於美好，毫無防備的把自己的全部都展現出來，用心去與人溝通。

理性的天秤更感性，有顆單純美好的心靈。看到藍藍的天會感動，覺得生活真美好。看到乞討的老人，會覺得可憐，然後想著以後有能力要幫助好多好多可憐的人。所以，當秤子說願望是「世界和平，人人幸福」的時候，不要懷疑它的真實性，因為那顆美好稚氣的心絕對是真的

其實很少有人真正懂得天秤座，只有天秤座的人才會明白。秤子其實很沒有安全感，秤子害怕失去，害怕不在乎，害怕背叛，害怕欺騙。秤子討厭下雨天，討厭隱瞞，討厭被忽略。其實秤子是個需要被保護的星座，特別是天秤座的女生。

天秤座是完美主義者，極端主義者，要麼破碎，要麼完美，不要中間。他們只挑自己愛做的事，要麼不做，要做就做到最好。但天秤座其實也「懶」，不想活得那麼累，能簡單盡量簡單，不愛解釋，始終認為懂自己的不用解釋，不懂自己的不必解釋，不想管那麼多不相干的事。

tHe End !!!