Assunta Night 2014

On 26th January 2014
We had attend our Hospital annual dinner 2013
As a third year student nurse
We gather together enjoy our night
WELL !!!
Thx all my besties for everything
I will put u all in my heArt forever

make up before OFF to party

my BFF
they always make me look more famine =D

all of us
LOVE G.73

all in dreSS
prEtty ???

off WE go

we CHANGED
re-diagnose as FEMALE xD

ALL my modEls
loVe u all

assunta night 2011

assunta night 2012

assunta night 2013

All the time we went through are the most PRECIOUS memory that I will keep forever <3
#piggyphotography

I AM STRONG

One week gone...
Seriously I am proud that I'm now fully recovered and charged.
Ready myself to face House Final exam (last semester).
Just focus in my studies and grab my own future.
Not spending much time in FB now,
more in instagram and twitter where I feel comfortable with.

I am strong to face the past
I am strong to fight the future
I am strong to hold my tears
I am strong to do anything I want now,
Nothing to fear of !!!

Thanks for the hurt that let me become a better person,
I still be who am I,
just the way I think of u will be different.
I hope u guys will be more mature too,
PHOTOs that I took is with heart, nothing fun to play on.
I appreciate every moment of photography,
just some respect,
I will be happy on it.

Well,
after the incidence. . .
I realise nothing to be angry on,
maybe I'm too concern in the things that cause the anger cover my mind up.
THaNKS for my buddies who be my side and give me courage !!!
lovE u all.

Yesterday,
My colleagues told me :::
Don't worry if u are single now, GOD had choose the best one for u. =)
Just wait for the right moment and you'll meet the right person...

I lovE myself
&
treat myself GOOD =D

Not to rush,
be patience and wait,
ALL WILL BE JUST FINE

A letter to him :::

 Well...everything seems to be mess up since 2014, and I know that GOD is helping me to be a better person. Since 2006 I meet u and I had a crush on u which I donno why. In between we enjoy going through all the messages, chat and all sorts of activities. And I deeply remember what had happen on u and me. I was chickened to tell u at first, but after I told u how I feel, I seems to be fool that believe u that to wait u...
That's the ridiculous part started, a promise I take it serious and u playing fun with it. Till 2011 I tell myself to just forget about those stupid feeling on you but I failed to do so every time.  Whenever I wanna forget u, u will just appear in front of me and treat me in the way I misunderstand what u thought.
So, I didn't even once open my self to others because of u and now I realize that how stupid am I because I believe u. All those up and down feeling wasn't good at all, some how I admit that I enjoy the process.
Just to let u know that I'm now officially letting u go, and the game between u and me ended. Maybe I had faced lots of death and life events in hospital that makes me serious in everything. I knew that if this thing happen in my older days I wont take it serious and just be fun with it. But now I'm going into another stage of life and u still remain the same which become the trigger factor of this unhappy event happen.
I admit that when I saw the pic I feel sweet that I didn't even thought of there is someone who so concern on it, and the person is u.(there's a story behind each photo i took) But I knew that was a dream, so I choose to ignore it and stay at the sweet moment. Somehow I awake and I still believe that u might be true. But the whole story just tell me that how playful u is in handling love. GOD waked me up and tell me that is time to change.
Now I choose to be only friend with u, I still have my lovely family and friends who wont hurt me just like u. I appreciate every moment spend with u but it will be no ending if we continue this relationship and the end I hurt myself.
I don't mind if u read this, but I just hope u aware of ur own problem. I am a human who with deep and true feeling, I just a normal girl. I can't afford to continue the fooling game with u anymore. What I need is someone who will protect me, and I know that's not u. GOD had chosen the best for me and i'll just wait.
I donno when will be our next meet, but I believe I had totally delete u from my heart. Thanks for letting me awake of 8 yrs time I had wasted my time and heart on you. Nothing to be sad but to be happy.
I will now totally concentrate in my studies and grab a better future rather than wasting time concern on what u doing. We are not couple but our relationship is more than best friends...
There's a question I wish to ask u, do u even once telling me with ur true heart that u really love me ??? ... ... The answer just kept as unknown in my mind.
I'm sure u know I'm telling all this to u, just the same that u might think I'm stupid right? Ya, I'm stupid because believe u, trust u and love u...
 
: : : THE GAME BETWEEN U & ME ENDED WITH THE PIC U CREATED...2014

他？？？

好久没用华语写Blog了

想了很久该如何去写最近的感觉.

最近，

我身边的朋友都在问我，

为何我还是单身呢？

是没人追？

是在等他？

是不敢接受？

还是要求太高？

我只有笑着，没回答.

每个人都会有一段无法忘记的感情故事吧！

而我的呢。。。

真的不知该如何形容.

但这一切都是过去，

重要的是我未来的他是我的真爱，

未来的他只爱我一个。

我是个平凡的女生，

一个爱发白日梦的女生，

一个爱摄影的女生，

一个会轻易相信人的女生，

一个慢热的女生，

一个爱哭的女生，

一个爱户外活动的女生，

一个会为他付出一切的女生，

一个胆小的女生，

一个爱旅游的女生，

一个爱日落的女生，

 一个，

相信等待就会有真爱的女生。

还想知道我的故事吗？

一个傻傻相信他的我， 

一个不懂为何会爱上他的傻女生。

 我的故事：：：

对他的一切都是习惯吧！
我还是会去关注他，
在乎他的一切。

其实我还在等待着你对我说：：：做我的女友好吗，我是认真的。
我知道这是不可能发生的，但我还期待着会有那么一天。

只想和对的人完成这拼图。
那个人在那里？

“他”，
你别让我再等了，好吗？
我害怕我会放弃你，
害怕有一个比你爱我的他出现保护我，
接近7年的等待，
我累了。。。

我想了很久也许我们一辈子都处于“朋友以上”的关系吧！ 

 朋友以上：：：

 沒有喜歡，又怎會成為一對朋友；
只是，那一份喜歡，
始終是淡然的、溫暖的，
不需要太著緊或在乎，
也不會時常患得患失、朝思暮想，
即使好久不見，也可友好如昔，
而不會因為太久不見了，反而變得疏離，
不會因為太掛念，而會覺得寂寞，
不會因為太在乎，而感到壓力，
不會因為太喜歡，而變得不再友好 ......

我珍惜、著緊、在乎你，
就只望，
可以友誼萬歲到盡頭 ......

就保持着关系吧！
谁也不会受伤，
谁也不能没了谁。

 

天秤座的我，

 矛盾的我，

还好有你Teddy在我身边，

陪着我等待爱我的他出现。

 =)